Ramai yang bertanyakan, "Az. Ko still akan letak nama SHAHRIZAL kat belakang nama ko tu ke?" Jawapannya adalah..
YES!! Saya akan masih guna dan bawa nama SHAHRIZAL tu di belakang nama saya. Sebabnya, SHAHRIZAL tu tak pernah wujud. Jadi kalau dia tak pernah wujud, kenapa saya kena tukar nama kan.. Maknanya nama SHAHRIZAL itu tidak ade kene mengena dengan sesiapa dan nama itu bebas untuk dijadikan nama saya.
And also, bearing dis SHAHRIZALs name behind my name will always be a reminder to myself dat i've been fooled and deceived for 6 years. I will have to face the fact dat im an idiot and dis will be my punishment and let dis name be the mark of my stupidity.
Also i wanna thank my lovely frens (u kno who u are) and my cousin sister who gave me supports and hold my hand when i need the strength to get back on my feet. U guys are treasure in my heart. Thanx a zillion of times!
For my dearest readers.. Cerita ni bukan untuk menagih simpati ataupun untuk mencari perhatian.. I badly feel the urge of sharing dis story wif u guys so dat nobody will end up like me. And for those yang pernah mengalami kejadian seperti ini, let ur strength and my strength be one and together we will pave our way for a better future. Coincidently, INFIDELITY has become quite a hot topic among my frens. Some of my frens are still tangle in dis complicated situation. Dats why i took the liberty of writing my own story. I really hope dis story can at least relate to other people who still experiencing it and help in any ways. It took me about 2 months to finally pull all the words together and put it in my blog. Believe me its hard. It is very hard.. But, INSYAALLAH wif positive energy from my dearest friends, i will be ok. And i hope u guys out there will be alright as well..
Semoga ALLAH terus merahmati kita semua dengan KEBESARAN dan KEAGUNGANNYA..
Amin..
Asmidar Shahrizal
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