2009 WITHOUT A CLOSURE

2009 and im 26. Geezz... Wuts worse then dat? Im 26 and i havent reach anything in my life yet, or the fact dat i juz got dumped? I've been in and out different of phases. From baby, kids to a messed up teenager. Now if we see it from another angle, i was a special partner to sumone. A guy who have been wif me for 6 complete years. I wudnt say its the most perfect relationship, but being a simple gal like me, i guess its juz enuff.

And dis year i will still carry all those labels as daughter, sister, student but NO MOREspecial soulmate to dat man who suddenly went to MIA! So.. Happy New Year to me!! Wut a blast celebration of the new chapter for me kan?

Memang pelik relationship ni. Today u have it, tomorrow u wake up in the morning NOT HAVING IT ANYMORE. Sumtimes i wonder how on earth does dis love matter really works. Wut do they really want??! Wut more?? Well actually no point arguing bout all dis. Its way too complicated for a simple human being like me to digest.

Wutever it is, i feel bad for guys out there who cant value a true love. Love is suppose to be beautiful and filled wif great hopes and dreams in it. So, for those who cant commit, tell wut u feel and be honest bout it. Apart from the great sex, a clear communication is one of the best way to express how u feel towards each other. Dun be juz gud expressing ur feelings on bed, make use ur tongue for sumthing else as well. Dat is VERBAL COMMUNICATION!

If u want to get out from the relationship, whether its right or wrong, be brave to tell it to your partner. Dun do magic tricks 'AbraCadbra' and suddenly.. 'POOFF!!' you dissapear in the thin air! Your partner have the rights to get her closure. She have the rights to mourn and grieve over it and then starts a new life eventually wif sumone else! And how the hell she suppose to start her new life when u vanished juz like dat leaving not even a single clue wut is going on and wut has gone wrong!.

Seriously guys.. When u start sumthing and it turns out u need to escape from it because u dun like it anymore, at least be a man and HAVE SOME BALLS TO END IT!!


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